What Now

Would really like for all this awful stuff to be over. I wake up every day and wish that is was all just a bad dream. We have many people helping out with the situation now so we are very grateful for this. The worst is not knowing if we are going to loose everything or maybe be able to continue on where things have been left off. We really don't want our money back. We want our child.

With the latest news that has now hit our world we are in mourning. I don't think others truly understand the gravity of this news. The pain that is lingering in our home is unbearable. We are in a stupor. We can't think straight. We can't seem to function. Does anyone even care that this is happening to us? To these children? If dishonesty has been behind this how do you trust anyone. A christian organization. God hear our prayers.

Home recovering from surgery. Not exactly the way I want to spend these last few summer days, but can't do much about that. More endo problems, but thats par for the course. Maybe we zapped thoses buggers for good this time huh.

Nothing else is really going on here, Molly is with here Grandparents in Fredericton while I recover. Mike is taking care of me and I am going crazy laying on the couch for undetermined amounts of time. All the things I want to do. I've never been good at doing nothing. You can only watch so much tv.

My highlight of the day will be the coffee I'm am going to drink.

later,

jana