Long Awaited News

Soo its been a really, really long time since I have had anything to say here. We've been waiting a long time just to get some news from our agency, and we finally got an official email today. How exciting!!! Things feel real again.

We still don't have a timeline or any info. about a timeline but we are hoping to have that info soon. I felt for so long that this was simply not going to happen but feel a little more hopeful that our little boy or girl will one day be a part of our family. God knows the time. And we continue to trust in his plans for our family as we are now and the one will will be.

jb

Feeling good right now. Looking forward to this next year. We have had lots of wonderful people helping us and we are very grateful. Things seem to be moving in a positive direction and we are starting to see the light. Thank you Thank you Thank you.

What Now

Would really like for all this awful stuff to be over. I wake up every day and wish that is was all just a bad dream. We have many people helping out with the situation now so we are very grateful for this. The worst is not knowing if we are going to loose everything or maybe be able to continue on where things have been left off. We really don't want our money back. We want our child.

With the latest news that has now hit our world we are in mourning. I don't think others truly understand the gravity of this news. The pain that is lingering in our home is unbearable. We are in a stupor. We can't think straight. We can't seem to function. Does anyone even care that this is happening to us? To these children? If dishonesty has been behind this how do you trust anyone. A christian organization. God hear our prayers.

Home recovering from surgery. Not exactly the way I want to spend these last few summer days, but can't do much about that. More endo problems, but thats par for the course. Maybe we zapped thoses buggers for good this time huh.

Nothing else is really going on here, Molly is with here Grandparents in Fredericton while I recover. Mike is taking care of me and I am going crazy laying on the couch for undetermined amounts of time. All the things I want to do. I've never been good at doing nothing. You can only watch so much tv.

My highlight of the day will be the coffee I'm am going to drink.

later,

jana

Getting settled from being away on vacation for a week. Got some pics to post etc. Just getting ready to head out to work here now. Still no news on the baby end of things. Expecting to wait at least another 6 mths before we really get any news? Not sure. Its hard to wait, but worth the wait:).

talk soon.

Talking to my sister today she said I needed to update my blog. I'm not very good at posting things on here. Don't know how much of the normal life stuff every one wants to hear.

We have been busy updating our yard again these last few weeks. A dump truck dropped off a load of topsoil last week for us and we have been using our amazing muscles to transfer that from the driveway to the backyard. Wheelbarrows are fun!!!!

We are also getting ready to head out on vacation here on saturday. We are heading to Cape Breton for some much needed R & R. Its hard for me to actually stop and just do nothing so we'll see how well that goes. Hopefully we will be able to do a little of nothing and something to help keep us all happy. We are also planning on bringing the dog with us so that may be an experience in and of itself. I'll let you know how it works out.